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Last night something profound happened. I wasn’t looking for it. It was completely unexepected.
And yet there it was … staring me in the face.
Profound. Life altering, in its simple subtle way.

I was taking a walk. My hour long break from the world. I love the feeling of my blood flowing, my mind searching the universe for the right words the right thoughts…I had taken to walking every evening because I had been diagnosed with lupus in July. I have been and continue to be dedicated to curing myself through spiritual healing, an existential way of thinking and being, and a raw food high enzyme diet.

Having studied quantam physics, quantam mechanics for years now, I have redirected my thought patterns with the teachings of the spiritual healers such as Sri Sri Ravi Shankar,and many others included in Discover the Gift. Using the Tapping Method, and the universal law of attraction.

I also watched a mind blowing movie called Discover the Gift, by Shajen Joy Aziz and her brother Demien Lichtenstein . This film and book finally helped me to realize that I should stop hiding myself from the world. In it, one of the gifted speakers said that she had always felt that she didn’t belong on this planet, that she didn’t fit in anywhere. She felt like an anomaly. That’s me! That’s how I feel! The feeling that no one takes my kindness and compassion seriously. Or, that because I am so kind, I am not intelligent! As if I have some alterior motive. No. I am just me. A dolphin healer that heals people through touch, meditation and nutrition.( dolphin healer doesn’t mean I can heal dolphins, it’s a certain type of personality)

Continue to my walk…
The favorite part of my nightly journey is where I round the bend, on what I call the “home stretch”. At this point I turn straight into the sunset. A breathtaking (albeit smog induced) sunset! The cloud formations have been oozing with meaning, and I love it!
On this particular night, I reached this point, walked all the way down the path loving the sunset. And for some reason not wanting to let it go. I didn’t want to let go of my favorite part. I stopped. I stood still for a few moments.

That’s when it happened.
I decided I needed to push myself a little harder. That my body had reached its potential for this walk. And what I needed to do was turn back in the other direction. Turning my back on my favorite part, one of the very reasons I make this journey every night!
And I know it sounds funny, but I was a little scared. I didn’t want to let something so beautiful go… my sunset!
What would I do without it on my way home? Would the walk be dreary and unfulfilling? Would it be harder to handle?

I made my decision. I turned around and walked back in the other direction. Away from my sunset!

I was looking down at the ground for the first couple of seconds. Trying to stay firm in my belief that I was doing something right and …

THE MOON!!!! The most beautiful, big bright, effervescent, golden, humongous MOON!!!!
It was staring ME right in my kisser!!! With a huge beaming smile saying… Come on beauty! You can do it!!

I couldn’t believe it. Something equally as beautiful as my sunset guiding me all the way back home!
What splendor that is!! How absolutely, completely mind blowing!

And in that moment, in that split second I learned a deep, profound lesson about my life!

We can let go of the things in this world, in this life that we may be addicted to, yearning for (and never receiving anything in return). Holding onto for dear life for FEAR of our lives not being as fulfilled without it.
Let go of the fear. Let go of the addiction.( When I say addiction I refer to anything; food, tv, a person, drugs etc..) Let go of what you THINK you need.
Because when you do…
the opportunities and unbelievable resonance of beauty, light, joy AND fulfillment are bolding over with love!
For YOU.

By: Zoelle Infinity Starlight

PS. I would like to add that since July, all the blood panels that showed me having lupus have come down so much, most to normal levels, that my doctor no longer believes I have lupus!! Take that autoimmune sysytem!! WOOHOO!